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I Want it Back
When all the inspiration-
all your expectations and the color of your eyes-
goes gray,
what else can you do but sit around in this achromatic world?
What happens when all the spark and all the flare
end up looking like dust?
Looking from person to person
And seeing the same old stares.
Same tone, same hue, and same shade.
Oh how I long for vibrant, bubbly, and fire back in my life.
I'm sick of this quid pro quo exchange between me and everyone
because I'm always getting the shorter end of the stick.
I want my mind to feel alive.
I want my heart to sky rocket again.
I want all these emotions that I've destroyed these past years back.
I want what I used to have before I tossed them all away
For the sake of everyone else.
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Literature
Passion
When life hands you something to pour your whole heart into, it usually ends up making you utterly disappointed.
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Literature
To Cut or not to Cut
To cut or not to cut- that is the question:
Whether 'tis easier to cope with the pain
Deep in the root of my stomach,
And avoid the sweet sensation,
Or to give in to my potent desires,
And, by giving in, disturbing the balance of my blood.
To not to cut, to slice the tenderness of the skin-
No more- And by no longer cutting
Free myself from the sweet temptation
That the object holds-
'Tis what captivates me.
To cut, to slice-
To slice, perchance too deeply, Ay, there's the conflict,
For doing so makes my hands covered
In a sticky red substance,
That stains my white sleeves.
That's only when
I'm sure to regret succumbing
To this inclination.
Not only that, The illness-
which plagues me entirely-
Shortens my endurance
And gives reason why
The pierce be skidded to a halt.
No other would dare do so;
None would have the audacity
To damage one's own well-being,
No matter how small and insignificant
Is done by prying of blade.
Shall I? The unscathed surface,
It beckons-no,
It mocks me- Like I
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Literature
Pulled Back To Earth
I'd never said I'd love forever.
I can't bring myself to to lie about something that important.
Because we on earth,
Me falling for you would eventually land and crash.
I wish we were in outer-space,
So could I endlessly drift about for you,
And feel free lighter than I usually am forever.
Since I walk on the land again
And have no will to climb back up for this ride,
I can't help but look back up.
At least those times were memorable,
And I've learned to accept the fact
that we will never go through any of that again.
As time goes by,
We grow nonetheless wiser,
Knowing what is and what isn't.
I fell for you because it was you
And you've piqued my interest.
'Good-bye clear sky, good-bye warm sun,' said I
As I lay on hard mud and dirt.
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Literature
You and Life
Love it, because it is yours.
Hate it, because it is the only thing that truly belongs to you.
Look at it, because it is beautiful.
Don't avert it, because it is meaningless.
Hold on to it,
And never let go.
Suffer from it,
If it helps those you care for.
Run through,
And enjoy every moment of it,
But not too fast,
Nor too slow.
Let time go past
But challenge it,
Only to show you are better.
And defeat it when it is your enemy.
Continue with it side by side,
Because one could not be without the other.
Never leave it,
Not until you are ready.
When you find it was all worth it in the end.
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Literature
My Path
Alone in this world of hate.
I listen as the sky rips itself open around in unsettling black.
I try not to look up at it because I don't belong up there,
And I never will.
I stare at was is ahead of me.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Why do I keep walking?
There isn't anywhere to go to.
What are my feet upon?
I'm too scared to look at what's below me.
I'm searching for something.
Anything.
If it's in my path,
It has to do with me.
I must either get rid or embrace it,
Or love it,
And then kill it.
But nothing survives forever in my path.
Everything lives above and below me.
I do not belong anywhere else,
And exist only in my own path.
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Literature
Live on Through
What I don't get is:
Why people hurt the ones
That care about them most.
It just shows
We are all impaired
And vain.
Truly,
We an only depend on ourselves,
And take risk if trusting others.
I learned that the hard way.
All of us don't listen
For at least a moment,
And that's when it's too late.
None of us can become perfected,
No matter how hard tried.
So yes,
We have to live through
Pain,
Misery,
Loss,
Everyday.
But,
There'll always be
Peace,
Miracles,
And love
Each time after
To keep us going
And living.
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When all the inspiration-
all your expectations and the color of your eyes-
goes gray,
what else can you do but sit around in this achromatic world?

What happens when all the spark and all the flare
end up looking like dust?

Looking from person to person
And seeing the same old stares.

Same tone, same hue, and same shade.

Oh how I long for vibrant, bubbly, and fire back in my life.

I'm sick of this quid pro quo exchange between me and everyone
because I'm always getting the shorter end of the stick.

I want my mind to feel alive.

I want my heart to sky rocket again.

I want all these emotions that I've destroyed these past years back.

I want what I used to have before I tossed them all away

For the sake of everyone else.

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J.Lee
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Would it hurt to know?
I feel like I've been chopped up and beat like meat. Reality has ceased my peace. I can't move on my own. It's just like walking barefoot on rocks. I would actually rather go through the rocks everyday than living the rest of my life knowing never...
  • Listening to: Bull crap
  • Reading: Insincerities
  • Watching: Time wreaking havoc
  • Playing: Life
  • Eating: My past mistakes
  • Drinking: Poison

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